o1. be a better person that i love(:
o2. study hard & time management!
o3. clear my alvls with As :D
o4. loved ones healthy&happy
o5. try my best in evthing & leave no regrets.
WANTS.
POLADRIOD CAMERA. puma bag. STAGE apparels. the-kind-i-love SKIRT learn dance & nailart. men cardigan
blue/purple scarf ribbon accessories! leggings/stockings red checkers nike shoe EVERYTHING I CAN THINK OF.
sometimes i wonder if im in another jc, would i be happier? cos of the new surrondings, new friends.. ought to admit that sometimes i do envy people on facebook cos their jc life seem so much fun with their ccas, school work, outings, friends, shopping, orientation etc. it seems so much happier and with loadsa of fun. starbucks, mugging sessions, eating out, girlfriend dates etc.
nevertheless, i should be happy with my own state. although sometimes people and places do remind me of how things used to be, & how things are like now. going to be 18 & ironically im facing issues that exceeds what my age can handle & yet i dun even feel like being old. primary school is like 10 years away from me. i gradually started to understand alot of things this 2 years, which i tot i nvr had to. alrights, enough of my rantings. should really start studying & go for a holiday soon :/ like wad mrs wong said. yeah, i need a escape & a long getaway.
feel tired just by the thought of going to school :/