o1. be a better person that i love(:
o2. study hard & time management!
o3. clear my alvls with As :D
o4. loved ones healthy&happy
o5. try my best in evthing & leave no regrets.
WANTS.
POLADRIOD CAMERA. puma bag. STAGE apparels. the-kind-i-love SKIRT learn dance & nailart. men cardigan
blue/purple scarf ribbon accessories! leggings/stockings red checkers nike shoe EVERYTHING I CAN THINK OF.
i guess there were alot of ups and downs along the way.. im srys peps. im trying to get a hang out of my own life. maybe i dun seem like a good fwen, im srys. things are really getting way too complicated to say smthg abt it. no worries! i will be fine. i promise* thanks fer evthing u guys have done fer me ^^ and the least i can do, is to be a better friend (: &&& i will.
cheer ups (: u noe whu im referriing to. even though u all didnt get what uall expected, u guys can do well in urs. JIAYOUS! dun dui bu qi me arh... zen me shuo, we are besties fer at least 4 yrs le ^^ dun cry :)
& i alws got tt weird feeling whenever i think of it. dance is performing in 1 wks time. esp senior dance ((((((((: to think of it, i just think tt my mind still belongs dere. i misses evthing. simply evthing. i gets worried. i gets excited. i gets sad. i miss the times when we had our syf... i misses the hiong dance pracs. i misses. too many things heartaches to be mentioned at once. way too many. i feeling like crying cos i feel lost. i feel dejected. i feel wadever. i cant stand e sadness anymore. i just hope evthing can go back, but i knew tts so impossible ): i once danced fer myself, although i didnt rly like dance in the 1st place. but nobody will understand how i feel exactly right now. now wad i can only do is to pray fer them. 3 GWH! i noe they can do it! the complicated feeling. yao zen me shuo de chu kou. i just wanna finish my 2 yrs asap. so refrain myself frm seeing part of memories tt will trigger my sadness. im tired of being sad. dance! i misses dance! i misses alot alot alot.
i shld seriously stop listening to emo songs. i hate the feeling of being weak. where is the strong wuyi? crying is contagious. tts wad i read from ppl's blog. although how much i forced myself not to let myself cry infront of others. smtimes its hard to control i think. im losing my own motivation. what else can i use to pull myself? i think ive lost almost all ive got. except fer my fwens.
