o1. be a better person that i love(:
o2. study hard & time management!
o3. clear my alvls with As :D
o4. loved ones healthy&happy
o5. try my best in evthing & leave no regrets.
WANTS.
POLADRIOD CAMERA. puma bag. STAGE apparels. the-kind-i-love SKIRT learn dance & nailart. men cardigan
blue/purple scarf ribbon accessories! leggings/stockings red checkers nike shoe EVERYTHING I CAN THINK OF.
" it so near, yet so far away" quote by jonanthan i have been extremely upset these few daes bt the suckie results that i got. of cos, there will be a 1st and a last =] thats wad have been cheering miee ... gonna give up. it just a matter of time. a few steps away... i have nevva put in so much effort thruout these 2 years b4 and yet, this is worst i ever get. they are smart and i am not. i am just dumb dumb. [[ ni jiu shi ni, shi shang zhi you yi ge ni and tt why you are special ]] watch dar show just now =] it made miee smile ..
why are _ coming to miee when euu need help ? _ nevva said anything to miee in school or say, very very seldom _ either dun tok to mie, or just neglect miee i am very happie to be ur BI FENG GANG it shows that i am _ friend but then, can _ dun dun ignore mie in sch? it really makes mie feel sad. of cos i feel that _ trust miee and take miee as _ TRUE FWEN =/ enuf of this crap.
**** always said this but then do **** noe how hurt i am? zai **** fang qi wo zhi qian, wo shi bu hui fang qi **** de forget bt it. i just dun wan to tok abt this.
living on this world have always been unfair to mie. i nevva grunted or something. i just wished happiness. thats way enuf. but everytym hopes just slip past miee. its always hav been like that. i always have been "cheerful" and thats wad i will be for eternity. STUDY STUDY. do euu noe this word had made miee left my loved ones? i really hate this alot. i really missed them alot. but there is alot of things that made miee couldnt c them. i have been living here for 10 years. i have nevva been taking care of them since i have been DONG SHI. when someone is seriously sick . i cant even take care of them. i just feel so WU ZHU. this feeeling a really terrible. so terrible. i can only pray fer them silently on another farfaraway island. writing compos have always been so hard fer mie. my chinese new year celebration.... i have nevva been celebrating CNY as a big family since i am 4.
i am disable. and I ALWAYS BE. lemme be the way i am. please leave mi alone.
